So today I have missed another lecture. That’s the fourth
one and it’s only the second week. 50% due to being full of a cold (the third
one I’ve had in less than two months) and the other 50% is due to the complete
absence of motivation.
I feel incredibly low at the minute. There is no particular reason
for me feeling this way. I just do. Some people just don’t understand this and I
don’t blame them, I don’t even understand it myself. I have no reason to be in
the state that I am, everything in my life is good and I’m a very lucky girl! I
get annoyed at myself because of this which makes me feel even worse. I’m stuck
in a bit of a rut.
